Saturday, October 5, 2013

First glimpses at my little one

I can't believe it's happening. I'm 21 weeks pregnant with a baby girl! I'm engaged now, and I feel like I'm losing control of my life... But I can imagine it's all going to be worth it soon. We have decided on the name Naomi Rose and all those that we've told seem to approve. Already I feel such a love and attachment to her, it's unbelievable. She's my child. My firstborn. And nothing is going to take her away from me. Sure she seems to think my body is an amusement park and she beats me up on a daily (at least weekly) basis...but I love her. The last ultrasound I had on September 23rd was a day I'll never forget. As soon as our ultrasound technician turned the machine on and we saw her head, she started to frown and shake her head in protest (already stubborn like her father). We soon were able to see all of her features: her legs, arms, head (with whole skull visible), her surprisingly big ears (haha), and that empty area between her legs that showed us it wasn't going to be the little boy I had so hoped for. I could care less now. I can't wait to feel actual kicks and hiccups soon. Pregnancy is wonderful.