Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Loneliness

Alone without you.
Suffering fills my platter.
Belly full of pain.

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Secrets through my veins.
Always conscious of past sins.
Heart pumping out guilt.

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Shouted words uncovering hidden rage.
Empty promises. Betrayed trust.
What have I dont to make you doubt me?
What have I said to prove myself a liar?

Duties done out of obligation.
My payment for the privilege of enduring this torture.
My gratitude for prison bars and stifled opinions.
The spit in the face that you call affection.

Climbing the never-ending stairs to a family
And still falling when I'm halfway there.
Love never reciprocated.
Living an empty life.

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Opening my chest.
A hole where my heart once was.
Empty bitterness.

The Lecture

Angry shouts,
Uncomforted tears.
We take turns yelling,
Hearing, never listening.
I am always the one to blame
The wisdom placed upon you age
Makes you impervious to change
-But not me.
I couldn't possibly understand
An "adult" when convenient for you
But mostly a "child"
The opinions of which are beyond consideration.
A "conversation" that turns into a two-hour lecture
Your thoughts never interrupted
Mine always challenged
The thoughts behind my tears are vanity.
In the end, what do we have
But a sore throat and puffy eyes?

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Tears fall down my face.

An emptiness never filled.

No one to hold me.

Monday, December 14, 2009

Tiger Woods scandal

I just have to speak up about this Tiger Woods thing since they won't let you turn on the tv at all without some spoof or comment about how terrible his infidelity was.

I realize exactly how biting and hurtful adultery is. I understand why people are shocked and appalled by that kind of behavior...But why are we acting like Tiger Woods is the first person in human history to commit adultery?! Where were the "E News" reports when Morgan Freeman and his wife got a divorce, when Eric Benet went to rehab for being "addicted to sex"? What happened to Larry King being in the spotlight for his little mistake?

I'm not particularly interested in what Tiger Woods does, ever. I'm a little upset that he would even think about cheating when his existing wife looks so gorgeous...but what has Tiger done for me? It has been said that this is a big deal because people look up to Tiger Woods...For what?! I don't see Tiger on campaigns for curing childrens' diseases, or donating millions to charity. He is a golf player! And a human! Bill Clinton ran our country and committed adultery, and somehow people still respect him.

In my opinion, Tiger Woods screwed up. Big deal. Now we all know he's just another pervert in America.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Man Stealers

I want to interrupt the rambling about my various pet peeves to talk about a subject that one of my followers on twitter mentioned this morning: women who mess with taken men.

She (my follower) asked "Do females like the fact that they are [sleeping with] another woman's man? Don't you want your own? I'm stingy and dont like to share..." I replied saying that i agreed, and that some of those triflin' tramps must justify it by saying that if he's sleeping with them he must not really be in love with his girl.

I just HAVE to talk about this because it's got me thinking now.



A woman that takes another woman's man (KNOWINGLY) is one of the worst types of people, in my opinion. Whether he happens to be married or not, that woman is completely going against the value and respect of a relationship, a bond between two people. And in this instance I blame things primarily on the woman. I know that men can be sneaky and some actually pursue lil' flings on the side...But I'm talking about when the woman initiates the "relationship" and is purposefully taking a man from his girl to spend time with her.



How would that girl feel if a woman did that to her man?! Could she blame her? Could she then try to switch things around to make it like that tramp is any worse off than her? Not really.

...Then again, this girl probably doesn't have a man. And if she does, she can't keep one. She thinks that a relationship is just fun, that two people can only be happy if they're sleeping with each other. And that is why she is most likely a lonely, confused, immature girl in desperate need of attention. I wouldn't be sorry if she never gets married or has a stable relationship... She doesn't deserve one.